Saturday 30 March 2013

Chapter 12

While I was running I found Starbucks I went in and ordered one white mocha and walked back to the hotel while I was holding my phone I bumped into a tall muscular figure.
I looked up and my face turned pale I saw aziz the one who ruined my life ugh!
Aziz: shloun wahab :)
Oh I know where he's getting to.
Me: wallah zain a7sn min ma yomkin
Aziz: Tara ana makhl9t minech ya Hessa.

I tooked my hot white mocha w g6aita 3la aziz.
Me: sorry =))
Aziz: ana awreech ya Hessa eb tendemeen 3la kel shay tsweena.
Me: nshuf :).
G3adt bel lobby shway then I called my mother.
Me: aloo mama matboun nru7 netghada?
Mama: emballah
Me: yala ana bel lobby an6erkom
Mama: ok ka nazleeen.
I waited for 5 minutes then they came down, we went and ate lunch then went shopping alittle we came back at 5:30 .
I went to my room, took a warm shower
Straightened my hair and wore this










Lana we were going to a musical.
I finished everything at 7, we all rode taxi and went to the musical.
Kan za7ma 7ail w kel kuwaityeen
I bought some popcorn and a coke and took a seat, I checked my phone wla khaledalflani wants to follow you I accepted him and followed him
Back.
“ at a musical ” I tweeted.
After 5 minutes I got a dm from khaled.
Khaled: Alan ;p
Me: hala ;p
Khaled: shlounich?
Me: zaina
Khaled: 3aasaaa
Me: weyak ;*
Khaled: ay musical
Me: wicked
Khaled: ohh enjoy ;*
Me: thankyou xx
Khaled: anytime
I left my phone lana the musical started.
It was amazing I really enjoyed it.
I went back to the hotel when I saw...










Friday 22 March 2013

Change

You know what? Yes, I have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, because I don't want to get used or walked over, I don't trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they're only going to leave. I have changed because I have realised that I'm the only person I can depend on

Tuesday 5 March 2013

Chapter 11

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.
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After a while a man came in he was old he came up to me with his hands in his pocket.
Man: why didn't you give my daughter some money ( he was angry)
I was terrified.
Me: because your just pretending to be poor.
The man took a knife out of his pocket and came near me I was scared.
LEAVE HER ALONE!!

I turned around and found khaled.

Khaled P.O.V
I was hungry so I went to a restaurant and saw a man holding a knife walking towards Hessa. I was angry I went and fought with the man.

Back to hessa's P.O.V
Khaled fought with the man OMG!! Cute g3ed edfe3 3ny, their was blood all over the guys face a7san! Khaled had blood coming all from his nose and his face was bruised 7aram!!
Me: khaled thankyou! Omg your nose is bleeding!! :((
Khaled: masweet shay
Me: excuse me can I have some ice please.
Waiter: sure mam.
The waiter came back with ice I took the ice and put it on khaled's bruised face and took some tissue to wipe the blood.
Khaled: you don't have to.
Me: emballa I do you saved my life khaled, thankyou!
Khaled: anytime ;)
I went to the hotel and slept I woke up the next morning went to the bathroom did my stuff and changed into my juicy training suit and made a ponytail I took my phone and head phones and went to a morning jog.
While I was running I found Starbucks I went in and ordered one white mocha and walked back to the hotel while I was holding my phone I bumped into a tall muscular figure.
I looked up and my face turned pale I saw aziz the one who ruined my life ugh!
Aziz: shloun wahab :)
Oh I know where he's getting to.
Me: wallah zain a7sn min ma yomkin
Aziz: Tara ana makhl9t minech ya Hessa.

I tooked my hot white mocha w g6aita 3la aziz.
Me: sorry =))
Aziz: ana awreech ya Hessa eb tendemeen 3la kel shay tsweena.
Me: nshuf :).

Saturday 2 March 2013

Chapter 10

It was one thing to make a mistake it was another thing to keep making it. I knew what happened when you let yourself get close to someone, when you started to believe they loved you: you'd be disappointed. Depend on someone, and you might as well admit you're going to be crushed, because when you really needed them, they wouldn't be there. Either that, or you'd confide in them and you added to their problems. All you ever really had was yourself, and that sort of sucked if you were less than reliable.
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When we arrived to the hotel we checked in, the hotel was great but it had lots o Kuwaities.
I unpacked my bag and changed my clothes into a grey top and black jeans along with my Lv scarf and bag which were red and my brown boots. I went for a walk in Oxford street and shopped a little when I finished I went to have dinner in spaghetti house I went
Lady: hello mam table for how many person?
Me: 1 please
Lady: okay please follow me
I followed her to the table and sat while I was reading the menu a girl came in she was pretending that she was poor but she wasn't she came up to me
Girl: can you give me some money I'm poor and my family needs money.
Me: sorry I'll only give you some food.
Girl: no!! I don't want food i want money!!
Me: please can you go away your bothering me.
A man who works in the restaurant took the girl out of the restaurant.
After a while a man came in he was old he came up to me with his hands in his pocket.
Man: why didn't you give my daughter some money ( he was angry)
I was terrified.
Me: because your just pretending to be poor.
The man took a knife out of his pocket and came near me I was scared.
LEAVE HER ALONE!!

Saturday 2 February 2013

Chapter 9

A guy came and sat next to me.
Let me describe him.
He was tall and muscularhe had brown curly hair honey eyes and braces. He's hot
I remembered what fahad did and cried silently. He stared me.
Guy: mabee a9eer malgof or anything bas shfeech?
Me: wla shay.
Guy: you can trust me.
Me: I trusted someone w t7sft so now I don't trust easily.
Guy: Kaifech.
The guy gave me some tissue.
Me: thanku
Guy: welcome
I smiled
Guy: Ana khaled al flani
Me: Ana Hessa al flani
khaled: 7lw esmich.
Me: m7ad 7lw ghairek. eb a low voice
Khaled: geltay shay?
Me: eee gelt thankyou
Khaled: oh ok

Khaled P.O.V
She's beautiful. Her eyes are magical I felt sorry when I saw her crying.
She made my day when she said ma7d 7lw ghairek bas Ana swait nafsy masem3t.

Hessa P.O.V
I slept after talking to him. He was so sweet and he made me forget fahad.
When they bought the food khaled woke me up. I ate watched some movies till we landed
Khaled: nice meeting you
Me: you too
We went and took our bags when we finished.
Khaled: yeah and you look cute when you sleep.
And walked away I smiled.
Rekbna el taxi and off to the hotel we went.

Thursday 31 January 2013

THIS

When you first know a person they can care about you, always be there by your side.. But some people can be like this just in the beginning then they change. They show you that they care and show you that they love you but some people suddenly change, they just meet a new person and do the same thing that they did with you. Yeah this life is full of people like this, FAKE people.

What I hate most or what everyone hates is when someone makes a promise and brakes it, they promise you that they will always be there for, you but when you need them the most they aren't there for you and you were always there for them, it hurts doesn't it? They promise you things ohma mu gadhaa, well you shouldn't make a promise you can't keep..

In the life we live in its full of fake and 2 faced people, and full of people who only care about themselves they care about their feelings only and not care about others, they care about what they feel and not about the person who they broke.. Nas ma tfakker ila bnafs'haa.

Mithil il nas ily tedawer faydat'ha bil 7ayat o ma yhmha ghayr nafs'ha, or can I say selfish people..
These type people may have many friends they might be living their life, the type of person ily when he loses a friend ygoul 7ayatey ma tougaf 3alayh and he has ghayrah.
But you know one day these people are gonna stand by their self and have no one next to them.
And if you think ina 8eemtik bayn il nas ra7 t8el itha you had a problem with a person and i3tethart even if you weren't il ghal6an then you're wrong, bil3aks ra7 tekbar b3ayn kil insan and mafeeha 3ayb if you apologized to someone, and if a person came to you and apologized make sure that this person is a true friend, he doesn't do it 3ashan shay but he does it because he doesn't want to lose a friend. And I'm talking about the true people ily fahmeen not the ma9la7cheeya cuz fe nas mumkin tridlik 7ag ma9la7a well you're the one who's gonna be the judge.

Always think positive and look at the bright side, and make sure you don't trust anyone easily we live in a life with dangerous people.

Chapter 8

Mama: 7e9a 7beebtyy a7na bensafer 7ag 2 weeks London after tomorrow.

Hessa: 9ij?!

Mama: ee

Hessa: Wanasahh!

Mama laughing: yala ru7ay sway your bag

Hessa: enshallah yal 7ub <3 <3

I went to my room and did my bag when I finished I called Layal and told her she was happy bs in the same time sad lana she'll miss me =D faj2a eshtahate Starbucks. Dgait 3la yasmin 3shan ashug Etha tabee teyee weyay.
Me: HALAAA, HALAAA BEL 7UB
Yasmin: HALAAA FEECH, haa shatbeen?
Me: shnu infe9aaam, teyeen Starbucks
Yasmin: KAAAAK! eeee
Me: ok khal9y 30 mins w amurich
Yasmin: ok ok bye
I changed into this:

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And went to pick Yasmin up I told her about el safra w soulfna. Till we arrives to Starbucks. We went in and I saw a fimiliar face it was fahad he was with a girl :o
I was shocked I felt like crying but I didn't cus he's not worth my tears we ordered the drinks then fahad noticed me and his reaction was also shocked I gave him a Death stare and walked out of Starbucks.
Redeet Yasmin el bait then went home and slept.
I woke up the next morning with a headache so I skipped school today.
The day was normal.
It's the day I take off to LONDON!
I woke up happy went to the bathroom did my stuff then put my hair in a ponytail and wore this:

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76ait eyeliner and a baby pink gloss and went downstairs I ate some break fast the. We went to the air port. G3dna shway the they announced that we must go to the gate. We went to the gate waited a bit then to the airplane I sat at the back alone their was an empty chair beside me faj2a wla someone sits in the chair it was...

To be continued