Thursday, 31 January 2013

THIS

When you first know a person they can care about you, always be there by your side.. But some people can be like this just in the beginning then they change. They show you that they care and show you that they love you but some people suddenly change, they just meet a new person and do the same thing that they did with you. Yeah this life is full of people like this, FAKE people.

What I hate most or what everyone hates is when someone makes a promise and brakes it, they promise you that they will always be there for, you but when you need them the most they aren't there for you and you were always there for them, it hurts doesn't it? They promise you things ohma mu gadhaa, well you shouldn't make a promise you can't keep..

In the life we live in its full of fake and 2 faced people, and full of people who only care about themselves they care about their feelings only and not care about others, they care about what they feel and not about the person who they broke.. Nas ma tfakker ila bnafs'haa.

Mithil il nas ily tedawer faydat'ha bil 7ayat o ma yhmha ghayr nafs'ha, or can I say selfish people..
These type people may have many friends they might be living their life, the type of person ily when he loses a friend ygoul 7ayatey ma tougaf 3alayh and he has ghayrah.
But you know one day these people are gonna stand by their self and have no one next to them.
And if you think ina 8eemtik bayn il nas ra7 t8el itha you had a problem with a person and i3tethart even if you weren't il ghal6an then you're wrong, bil3aks ra7 tekbar b3ayn kil insan and mafeeha 3ayb if you apologized to someone, and if a person came to you and apologized make sure that this person is a true friend, he doesn't do it 3ashan shay but he does it because he doesn't want to lose a friend. And I'm talking about the true people ily fahmeen not the ma9la7cheeya cuz fe nas mumkin tridlik 7ag ma9la7a well you're the one who's gonna be the judge.

Always think positive and look at the bright side, and make sure you don't trust anyone easily we live in a life with dangerous people.

Chapter 8

Mama: 7e9a 7beebtyy a7na bensafer 7ag 2 weeks London after tomorrow.

Hessa: 9ij?!

Mama: ee

Hessa: Wanasahh!

Mama laughing: yala ru7ay sway your bag

Hessa: enshallah yal 7ub <3 <3

I went to my room and did my bag when I finished I called Layal and told her she was happy bs in the same time sad lana she'll miss me =D faj2a eshtahate Starbucks. Dgait 3la yasmin 3shan ashug Etha tabee teyee weyay.
Me: HALAAA, HALAAA BEL 7UB
Yasmin: HALAAA FEECH, haa shatbeen?
Me: shnu infe9aaam, teyeen Starbucks
Yasmin: KAAAAK! eeee
Me: ok khal9y 30 mins w amurich
Yasmin: ok ok bye
I changed into this:

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And went to pick Yasmin up I told her about el safra w soulfna. Till we arrives to Starbucks. We went in and I saw a fimiliar face it was fahad he was with a girl :o
I was shocked I felt like crying but I didn't cus he's not worth my tears we ordered the drinks then fahad noticed me and his reaction was also shocked I gave him a Death stare and walked out of Starbucks.
Redeet Yasmin el bait then went home and slept.
I woke up the next morning with a headache so I skipped school today.
The day was normal.
It's the day I take off to LONDON!
I woke up happy went to the bathroom did my stuff then put my hair in a ponytail and wore this:

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76ait eyeliner and a baby pink gloss and went downstairs I ate some break fast the. We went to the air port. G3dna shway the they announced that we must go to the gate. We went to the gate waited a bit then to the airplane I sat at the back alone their was an empty chair beside me faj2a wla someone sits in the chair it was...

To be continued




Sunday, 13 January 2013

Chapter 7

Hessaalx: I love you too, I just can't
Fahadalx:if you do then why?
Hessaalx: fahad please understand
Fahadalx: i do :(
I want to be with him bas fe shay min dakhley that's says to stay away from him.
I called Layal and told her what happened she said that its better chethy.
So... Tomorrow is school ONE THING ABOUT ME I HATE school bas I miss my friends a lot.
I watched some movies then slept.
Maid: HESSA WAKE UP YOU HAVE SCHOOL
me: ummmm...
Maid: YOU WILL BE LATE YALA
Me: k. Get out
I got up and went to the bathroom took a shower and did my stuff when I finished I wore my uniform and let my hair down it was curly.
I went down stairs
Me: I smell pancakes
Maid: yup your favorite with Nutella
Me: ALLLAAAH
I ate then went to school
I saw my friends Yasmin,Jana,Dina
Yasmin is so close to me I tell her everything she is so special I love her.
Dina and Jana are also close to me bas mu nafs Yasmin.
I hugged them 7ailll
Yasmin: I miss you 7a9u9
Me: Ana Akthar wallah
The day went by fast w il7imdellah me and my friends are in the same class.
I went back home and saw my mom
Me: Salam
Mama: 3laikom el salam ru7ay bdly w nezly swaitlech machboss deyaay w b3dain bklmich eb mawtho3.
Me: okay
I changed my clothes then ate.
Mama: Hessa t3lay dary.
Me: inshallah.
I went to her room.
Mama: Hessa.......
I was shocked


What did she say??? Know in the next post

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If someone tells you i love you or one of your friends just show them that you care a simple i love you too won't hurt. Why don't you start the conversation sometimes trust me it will make their day 3ashan you don't lose them.
Now your wondering why im saying this 9a7? Because i love someone and i always start the conversation first they dont star the convo only if they want something they dont make the effort of keeping the conversation going, they never cared and always replay late. I always wanted to ask them why do they do this? But i cant. They broke my heart. My problem is that i can never hate them madre shsbab, w maymor youm ma2klmhom fee tadroon laish??? Lana i love that person wayed mu shwaya i really do i just want to know if they love me back.

Please read

If someone tells you i love you or one of your friends just show them that you care a simple i love you too won't hurt. Why don't you start the conversation sometimes trust me it will make their day 3ashan you don't lose them.
Now your wondering why im saying this 9a7? Because i love someone and i always start the conversation first they dont star the convo only if they want something they dont make the effort of keeping the conversation going, they never cared and always replay late. I always wanted to ask them why do they do this? But i cant. They broke my heart. My problem is that i can never hate them madre shsbab, w maymor youm ma2klmhom fee tadroon laish??? Lana i love that person wayed mu shwaya i really do i just want to know if they love me back.

Chapter 6

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will. You'll have your heart broken probably more than once, and it's harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You'll fight with your best friend and maybe fall in love with them. You'll blame new love for for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone close to you. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll NEVER get back.
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I saw fahad my heart skipped a beat he was wearing a abercrombie shirt with shorts he was just perfect. Shafnii w kan emtane7.
Layal: shfee oma hatha emtane7 feech??
Me: umm..madre
Layal: guleely kel shay tara an a3rfich
Me: 9arly shahar aklma w he's sweet.
Layal: bs sweet? Age9 eedy ela it7ibeena
Me: ee bs he doesn't
Layal: emballah embayeen 3ly shoufay shloun e6al3ich
Me: well i hope so

FAHAD'S P.O.V
Sheftha w i couldn't believe my eyes she was beautiful. Wait ana shg3ed agoul??
Ana a7ibha?? EE W AMOUT FEEHA B3D fahad?? She doesn't love you back embayeen.

Back to hessa.
Bbm:
Fahad:3ash min shafich
Hessa: 3asht ayamek
Fahad: hessa you look pretty;*
Hessa: thankyou:$
And i blushed.
Fahad: umm..hessa entay tist7een meny?
Hessa: la2 shaku :/
Fahad: your blushing
Hessa: i'm not
Fahad: as you like :)
And i ignored y3nee shbgoul??
Dwart a bag bas madre ay wa7da akheth
Me: offf madre ay wa7da akheth
Layal: shoufay ay lon fahad e7ib w ikhthay bag 3la his favorite colour.
Me: okay
BBM:
Hessa: what's your favorite colour?;p
Fahad: blue;p
Hessa: ok

Me: his favorite colour is blue.
Layal: ok 3yal buy a blue one
I bought a blue bag then i ate dinner and then i went home.
Me: salam
Mama: w3alikom el salam
I kissed her forehead
Mama: ha shraity jan6a?
Me: ee ana ast.then.
I went upstairs and changed into my pjs and tucked myself in bed.
DING
1 dm it was from fahad.
Fahadalx: hessa ana lazem agoulich shay
Hessaalx: gol
Fahadalx: umm...mayengal ehnii lazem bel phone.
Hessaalx: gol ehnii mu ela phone.
Fahadalx: khal9 mu lazem agoul.
Hessaalx:umm..hatha my number 996*****
Fahadalx: ok
After 5 minutes he called
Me: alooo
Fahad: hala shlounch?
Me: zaina enta?
Fahad: good
Me: soo....shkent betgoul?
Fahad: hessa ana.....
Me: enta shnu?
Fahad: ana ummm..aaaa...shetsween?
Me: fahad lat.thay3 el mowtho3 now shfeek?
Fahad: bgoulich bs awal sem3enii b3dain teklmay.
Fahad: hessa ana mu awal mara sheftich eb starbucks dshaitay galby your kind and sweet w jameeela. Hessa ana 7baitech w mu bs 7baitech ela A3SHEEGICH ana mu g3ed al3ab 3laich wallah entay fakray bely g3ed agoula b3dain guleely.
Me:.........
Fahad: fakray 3del.
Me: fahad ana daykha bru7 anam.
Fahad: gn noum el 3wafy.
I thought of what fahad said and then slept.
I woke up the next day at 9:00 madre laish bs shab3ana noum. I went to the bathroom did my stuff then went downstairs i found my mama.
Me: 9ab7 el khair
Mama: 9ab7 el nour ha elyoum g3da embacher.
Me: shaswey mafeenyy el noum.
Mama: madam g3da embacher shrayich ana weyach nru7 nitrayg bara?
Me: ok
I went upstairs and wore my dark blue skirt with a white flow top with my heels and waved my hair i grabbed my lv bag along with my phone and went outside.
We arrived and ate when we finished we went back home.
i decided to tell fahad what i feel.
Hessaalx: fahad?
Fahadalx: hala?
Hessaalx: i thought about it.
Fahadalx: so what do u think?
Hessaalx: I........


Chapter 5

So went to layal's shaileh wla ashouf aziz :(
I gave him a death stare.
Layal: wain abdullah?
Aziz: shdraniii ana
Layal: waii3 enta maminek fayda
Aziz: chub w laish tabeen abdullah?
Layal: abee ewdena mac
Aziz: emshaw ana awdeekom
Layal: ok yala
Hessa: umm...layal a7es shway ta3bana maly khileg aru7.
Layal: el shaileh mafee a7ad
Hessa: emballah wahab hnak
Layal: ok kaifech, bs shnu tabeen enyeblich
I told them
B3dain re7t shailehna awal ma re7t sheft wahab.
Wahab: hessa bklmich
Me: na3am
Wahab: asef lanii ma9dgtich
Me: ....
Wahab: hessa y3nee dzley captures w eb esimich b3ad shloun matbeeniii a9deg
Me: sam7tik bs akher mara
Wahab smiled.
I went upstairs to my room and checked twitter i had 2 followers request 1 from a person i dont know fa mswait accept w 1 from fahad i accepted him.
After 30 mins yaw jawan w layal we ate then i told them about fahad.
Layal and jawan: cuuttee :')
Me: eee eyaneen
Layal: it7ibeena
Me: ma3rfa 3del a9lan
Jawan: shraykom nshouf movie
Me and layal: okay
I tweeted 'watching a movie with @jawanalx and layalalx'
After 1 min i had a dm it was from fahad
Fahadalx: ay movie itchoufeen?:p
Hessaalx: the notebook:p
Fahadalx: enjoy;*
Hessaalx: thankyou;*
Fahadalx: np;*
When the movie finished we slept.
9arlna 1 month ana w fahad enkalem b3ath w he's kind w bser3a yen7ab. So bagy 2 days for school fa i called layal.
Layal:aloo
Me: aloo layal ilyoum khan ru7 el maktba mabouga shay 3la el madrisa
Layal: ok shtqfralla maly khileg madrisa
Me: nafsy yala khal9y b3ad 20 mins ana 3endich.
Layal: ok bye
Me: bye
So i changed into my jeans and a white shirt and my silver toms and put my hair in a neat bun.
When i finished i went to pick up layal re7na el maktaba w khatheena ely nabee.
Layal: inru7 avenues neshtrii bags?
Me: okay raju ru7 avenues.
We9lana w on or way 7ag el ma7al i saw...